So for the new academic year I've promised myself a few things, and to my demise I haven't really been too keen on promises. One of the many faulty vows is that I take care of myself better...lies. I was planning to work out daily and eat 3 meals and all of that fun stuff that would make a dietitian piddle in their panties but nope, I haven't been burning calories just brain cells. I am definitely overworked and stressed to the max. I think I've come to grasp the meaning of "busy"...But yes, I am as flooded as Katrina when it comes to schoolwork...these professors don't talk to each other now do they? So hell week is about every week. I don't enjoy weekends either because I am imprisoned by my workload. So imagine Guantanamo only with Google docs. SO fun! I just threw up in my mouth, but it's okay. Ugh, it just hurts my feelings and I can't help but to dick around because my attention span has gone to shit as well as my previously nonexistent social life...so it's not even in my peripheral vision that I get one at all now...poop.
My classes are somewhat enjoyable, however. I have good professors and I'm doing research...on chlamydia...oh and I WILL MOST LIKELY CONTRACT IT...seeing that I am the most clumsy of souls, I will most likely knock some petri-dish off a table and then rub my eye or some odd thing...but yes, that's in my future, I can see that like RAVEN. And I'm taking a sex and love writing class-not the sexy kind, it's a psychology and chemical breakdowns of why we get the naughties. But that's going well. I just read this autobiography of a feminist pornographer (a doosy, I know) but it brought me to dabble in in curiosity of pornography...(I was leading in the porn directing industry back in '97, you know.) and I'm totally turned off by it. It's so aggressive...for you males (pronounced "mal-les") that thing you got down there is threatening. It's so unappealing and disgusting. The women in these films are like biddy 2.0 and I feel like it's all fake-it makes you really wonder if it should ever be called "making love"..it's more like "making homicide". I'm pretty sure it's tasteful elsewhere but in Vanny's book, it's a no no. I read about the homosexual porn industry and how totally disgraceful it is for gays...I mean, they're actors and it's such a sad, sad, life to be leading, you know? The porn industry needs to regroup, for reals. It's a mean, mean sport. I can't understand it, I mean I guess my argument also shows how suppressed our culture is to sex in general, no? If I were to be in Europe, I mean the commercials are pretty frisky. I'm pretty sure naked ladies are in coffee ads. But they feel like there is nothing to hide about the female anatomy. It's not taboo...there's something insightful about that.
That tangent was fun. But yes, school is propelling and schoolwork is climbing in my windows and snatching my peoples up so I better hide my kids and hide my wives...Sorry i haven't posted in awhile but I figured I should prove to you that I haven't' fallen off the face of the biosphere.
